Until the most recent February, I was attending one of the best Private schools in the state. That is, until Ocd got me kicked out. In adition to Ocd I've been diagnosed with Dysynthia, moderate-severe ADHD, and though I have not been diagnosed, I suspect I also have Aspergers syndrome. I'm currently 14 years old and am growing increasingly frustrated with my life.
First off, I am afraid to say certain things because I fear that the negative alternative of anything I say will come true. So i cannot say all that I would like to. I also believe that any good expierience that I have will be followed by a negative expierience to offset the positive 2-fo ld. I'm terrified of dogs, I can't see one without running away screaming. I also have a tendency to develop irrational fears about those whom I find repulsive.(This what got me thrown out of my school). In addition, I have to wash my hands 15 times(at the least) before I consider them clean. In the shower, it is nesscesary to wash my hands 45 times before I can wash the rest of myself. This is especially troublesome when you consider that my parents limit my showers to 20 minutes. In addition, if I see any reduction in my symptoms I...well...guess. If I go within 10 feet of my dad's dog's food dish, I have to change my clothes. After I was expelled, I was forced to return to the cess pit that is my local public school district. I was then, after a month and a half of torture, sent to an "alternative school" which is attended by unpleasent kids and administered by an inept staff of "care givers". After multiple episodes of me running away screaming from akid in that school that i developed a fear of, the principal made a habit of questioning my sanity every time she saw me. Someone, please help!
First off, I am afraid to say certain things because I fear that the negative alternative of anything I say will come true. So i cannot say all that I would like to. I also believe that any good expierience that I have will be followed by a negative expierience to offset the positive 2-fo ld. I'm terrified of dogs, I can't see one without running away screaming. I also have a tendency to develop irrational fears about those whom I find repulsive.(This what got me thrown out of my school). In addition, I have to wash my hands 15 times(at the least) before I consider them clean. In the shower, it is nesscesary to wash my hands 45 times before I can wash the rest of myself. This is especially troublesome when you consider that my parents limit my showers to 20 minutes. In addition, if I see any reduction in my symptoms I...well...guess. If I go within 10 feet of my dad's dog's food dish, I have to change my clothes. After I was expelled, I was forced to return to the cess pit that is my local public school district. I was then, after a month and a half of torture, sent to an "alternative school" which is attended by unpleasent kids and administered by an inept staff of "care givers". After multiple episodes of me running away screaming from akid in that school that i developed a fear of, the principal made a habit of questioning my sanity every time she saw me. Someone, please help!