I hate feeling so innocent

I feel like I'm 18yrs. old in terms of life and sexual experiences though I'm 30. Back then, I was scared of life. venturimg out onto adventures and meeting people. In the last couple yrs. I've learned a lot about life.

I had a fling with someone that I trusted because he "knew" how innocent I was in terms of having sex. I loved it and want more of it. It ended when he knew I wanted more out of the deal, a relationship.

Now, I want sex only when there's a relationship involved. Problem is, I have a hard time getting to know a guy when they know I can't hear well due to hearing loss and don't want some guy taking advatange of me.
 
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