I go crazy in public

[no1]

I have been getting very extreme when I talk to people. People want to know about me so I guess I'm just being honest with them. This is how I feel. I don't like it. I am a total loser and no good for anything it seems. Today I was talking about how I felt like committing suicide. in front of everyone. I was talking about how depressed I feel, about my social anxiety, about my relations with the opposite sex, that I can't sleep, being just very pessimistic. At first I made it seem like I was joking around and I just had very dark humour. I say to them "I'm being serious, I am for real."

... I am going crazy.

 

[no1]

I guess I just take on a very extreme attitude, and I know it. I get kinda rampant and go on about crazyness.

And this is happening because I am talking to people I guess.

 

[no1]

the guys I were with today said I just need to get out more.

 

[Sad-Kitten]

In my opinion it sounds like you just really want to talk about things you have had built up for so long but felt like you couldn't, so it kinda comes out "extreme" like that. Kinda like when someone holds in a lot of anger and then just kinda goes ballistic all of a sudden they just need to get it out there.

 

[Walk]

In my opinion it sounds like you just really want to talk about things you have had built up for so long but felt like you couldn't, so it kinda comes out "extreme" like that. Kinda like when someone holds in a lot of anger and then just kinda goes ballistic all of a sudden they just need to get it out there.

Yeah, that happens to me too. I can actually talk a lot sometimes.

Bottled up emotions.

 

[proudmummy]

If you can openly talk about these things I reckon you should get to a doctor!! your lucky that you can express your feelings like that, as I wouldnt be able to say a thing to anyone about anxiety probs, or the extent of 'em! you'll be able to get answers, and help, really easily. xxx

 

[sabbath92003]

Today I was talking about how I felt like committing suicide. in front of everyone. I was talking about how depressed I feel, about my social anxiety, about my relations with the opposite sex, that I can't sleep, being just very pessimistic. At first I made it seem like I was joking around and I just had very dark humour. I say to them "I'm being serious, I am for real."

... I am going crazy.

In Florida, they can "Baker Act" you, that is: have you committed to a mental institution if you say you are going to hurt yourself. So unless you want to be taken away in a straight jacket, be careful who you open up to.

 

[no1]

yeah I went through that.

 

[sabbath92003]

yeah I went through that.

Did it help?

 

[no1]

well. I have to accept it, and it did give me some insight or whatever. Did it help my condition, no. I took some antipsychotics which f*cked me up and I never want to do them again.