I blame too much

mikebird

Banned
I hate people who stop me from working. They find better people and I get engrossed in my rage. But this is about this 'people and love' thing.

The others are the happy ones.

I get told that I need to improve my 'selling myself' skills. That is right. I get angry when I don't get what I want. That is my fault. I deal perfectly with machines. Although I hate my phone, because that involves speaking to people...

One thing today: I went to get my groceries. I ignore the person operating the belt machine. I get what I want in my bag. I can't look at her, or say much. I couldn't do that job.

On the way home, I checked my car's tyre pressure. Not easy. The machine wasn't giving the pressure I selected. Front tyres fine as usual, but I noticed some abnormalities. Some PSI was lower than how they started. It's rare to blame a machine. It was impossible to be certain. Angry with machine.

Driving home, many were beeping at me in traffic. A fuel tanker driver was shouting at me from his open window. My window was closed - I thought he was laughing/joking, and people behind were often pointing at something on the car and shouting, but gestures are useless. I couldn't hear a word. Nothing felt wrong from the driver's perspective inside. Not far home. Keen to get home rather than getting out to check. I am always right. Everyone else is an idiot.

Got home. Back tyre quite flat, but about 30 mins on the handy manual inflator, and all is fine.

Glad police didn't see it.

I get rage with recruiters I rely on, who can never see the wood for the trees.
 
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