I avoid going out much due to digestive problems

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I'm in like this weird bubble. I absolutely loved going out, but i can't because of digestive problems i've had for some time, due to my bowels never feeling 100% evacuated. I won't go into detail, but it makes me feel bad, and due to not going out i've missed out on alot.


I feel as if i've somehow become a mis-representation of myself. If i didn't have these problems, i'd be out and about down the pub and socialising with people, because that's the way i would've been.

I avoid people and occasions, so much so that i don't have any friends, job or relationship. I don't even talk to people anymore on the occasions i do get out for a walk or whatever. I'm cool with saying hello to strangers, but difficult to people i used to know.

It's as if i'm a shadow of myself, yet i don't even know what i am with 100 percent certainty, because i've never had the opportunities to express myself as a person.

Therefore, i'm in the tormenting position of really wanting to be out and about, but can't. Would this come under the umbrella of social anxiety or what ?


Thanks.
 
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