ventrilothree
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I definitely have an irrational inferiority complex and i'd like to share why i think i got it. It's really simple, my dad (not that i blamed him for it) always said "pride is a sin". Although i'm not religiously christian i do try to follow the morals taught by the bible. So i followed this. I never expressed any type of pride in myself or anything else. I also thought it was the most unattractive thing in the world when people showed confidence, especially when it's not warranted. Back in highschool when someone would brag about their marks i would always tell them to shut up. I graduated highschool at the top of my school yet i still didn't take any pride in that, my mother did, i told her high school was a joke. It basically routes from me despising anyone who shows any type of confidence to the point where not only do i not show it, i don't even feel it anymore. I feel completely inadequate in every portion of life now... so ya : D
