@dronee have you tried that self hypnosis stuff, u can get it on utube aswell:)
Hey... thanks for reminding me! Tried to rep you I think.. but couldn't... may have repped you earlier.
Actually, I find Bob's Ross videos very soothing. But I don't have money to buy all his videos... I can't even find them to buy them in the first place! At least not affordably.
Hey... thanks for reminding me! Tried to rep you I think.. but couldn't... may have repped you earlier.
Actually, I find Bob's Ross videos very soothing. But I don't have money to buy all his videos... I can't even find them to buy them in the first place! At least not affordably.
You can find them on youku, todou, dailymotion I think.
I feel sad, sick, worried and confused haha and sometimes very disappointed when I realise that dreams are so much better than reality. I usually try to get back to sleep .. if i'm off school that is.
I hate waking up. When I'm asleep is the only time I don't feel pain (mental and physical).
Physically I wake up about 5:30 am but mentally I don't kick in until 9 am or so. Don't ask me to think, carry on a conversation, ect. I guess you can say I'm mentally confused.
Actually I slide in and out of derealization/depersonalization all day....I guess that's why I'm so confused!
It depends. About every other night, I have pretty morbid dreams. Or at least depressing ones. If I wake up and remember those dreams vividly, I either wake up incredibly upset, or really panicky. But if I've had a pleasant or boring dream, I still usually wake up with dread. I know exactly how my day is going to go, so I often times feel like there's no reason to even wake up, except for the simple fact that I'm too much of a p*ssy to off myself.
It depends. About every other night, I have pretty morbid dreams. Or at least depressing ones. If I wake up and remember those dreams vividly, I either wake up incredibly upset, or really panicky. But if I've had a pleasant or boring dream, I still usually wake up with dread. I know exactly how my day is going to go, so I often times feel like there's no reason to even wake up, except for the simple fact that I'm too much of a p*ssy to off myself.
"Every day is exactly the same."
Hey, there's no need for that talk. I've spoken to you for long enough to know you're one cool gal. Hit me up on msn if you wanna/needa chat. The last dream I can remember was that rather disturbing dream that I posted on my myspace. But that was so twisted I just couldn't stop laughing
I noticed that my SA is much weaker right after waking up. It's especially noticeable if a phone wakes me up and I immediately answer it; I'm able to carry out a decent conversation even with people I don't know (usually when I talk there's always the voice in my head saying something like "you're about to say something stupid"). The effect, however, wears off in 1-2 minutes.
How do you feel after waking up?
i too experience that. I guess it's like alcohol, when you wake up your brain activity is low, you can only perform basic tasks, so there's no 'room' for SA...
Hey, there's no need for that talk. I've spoken to you for long enough to know you're one cool gal. Hit me up on msn if you wanna/needa chat. The last dream I can remember was that rather disturbing dream that I posted on my myspace. But that was so twisted I just couldn't stop laughing
Hey. I'm sorry I haven't been online to chat much lately. I haven't really spent enough time online at once to get on the messenger. I appreciate you responding to my post on here, though. I also hope you're doing well. I'll try to remember to sign on the messenger soon.
And yeah, that dream of yours was pretty crazy, lol.
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