That I have an excuse to buy a new dress, some wine and some chocolates. I don't really think it's great because I am advancing towards death, oh is THAT the reason why we celebrate it? To thwart any reminder that we are going to die? By getting utterly drunk so that we don't remember the day that signaled another year closer to death? I'm sorry I think this should've gone to that negative thread.
My birthday this year was one I'll try to forget. 3 days before my brother and I get into a heated argument and he decides to end things by calling me a loser. This is in front of a gathering of about 10 family members, so that made me feel reel good. The next day me Grandfather died so I spent my birthday driving 14 hours across Canada with my aunt and cousins to go say goodbye to him for the last time. Definitely the worst birthday of my life.
I hate, hate my birthdays. I have nothing special to do (basically no one to celebrate with) and hate it when people ask me exactly how I intend to celebrate it. Doing nothing except dinner with family.
My birthday this year was one I'll try to forget. 3 days before my brother and I get into a heated argument and he decides to end things by calling me a loser. This is in front of a gathering of about 10 family members, so that made me feel reel good. The next day me Grandfather died so I spent my birthday driving 14 hours across Canada with my aunt and cousins to go say goodbye to him for the last time. Definitely the worst birthday of my life.
The last few birthdays have been A reminder that another year of my life has passed that I've wasted. Also, a good excuse to get drunk. So it isn't a totally joyless day.
20 minutes earlier was my 25th birthday. i opened up facebook and i received like 14 greetings - all of them are the people i never see anymore and only wishing me because they pitying me. I have no friend where i always lived. my parents celebrated my birthday by force. I felt desperate and lonely this birthday. I just wanted to done with this birthday!! I may sound so pesimist but i dont seem to way out of this life anymore!!
Ah hate.... Naw! Ah f**kin' loathe ma birthday! Mainly because ah get clichéd "Another older; another year wiser!" bollocks. :kickingmyself: :thumbdown:
Ah, personally, think am gettin' more stupid with each passing year. :oh: Oh! And ah don't like the idea that am another year closer tae death.
It comes tae us all, anyway. Preferably, I'd rather just treat ma birthday like it's just another day - which it is! Nae big deal tae me, personally! :idontknow:
I don't like it. It makes me feel closer to death, and it's like a reminder of how long I've been stuck in the same situation. There's nothing enjoyable about it.
At least others say I don't look my age. That pleases me.