How are you feeling?

zav943

zav943

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Just got back from a hike...feeling tired but kinda fulfilled. Dealing pretty well with the recent rejection :)
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

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Pretty good, just finished repositioning my computer setup. It looks very much like a tiny little office right now. ^W^

I'm enjoying it being all organized and stuff a little bit too much. To an almost vulgar extent. :O
 
Sial Axetder

Sial Axetder

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Vagaries of emotion. Attempted control by exhaustive thought, concentration. We are to have them. Why can we not simply turn off and on at will? Damned to obey that which is not logical. Human.
 
EscapeArtist

EscapeArtist

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Sial Axetder said:
Vagaries of emotion. Attempted control by exhaustive thought, concentration. We are to have them. Why can we not simply turn off and on at will? Damned to obey that which is not logical. Human.
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Damned to obey that which is not logical. human... Too damn true. I like how you speak
 
EasySkanking

EasySkanking

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Bah **** the world... you can't really get "off" cause you'll just die ;).... let it spin, let it go 'round and 'round. I won't give a ****... I'll ****, I'll drink, get high on weed... get high on life... help people out... **** ignorant/evil people off.... and post on this forum. In other words, I'll do whatever the **** I want, while the world spins 'round and 'round ;). I only got 1 life.... might as well enjoy it, even if I have ****ty emotional/coping/whateverthehell skills :D

I feel pretty good btw ;-)
 
Steve23

Steve23

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I like your mentality Easy. You only have this one life to live eh? Make the most of it!

Just had a kicking 'ol time at the beach with a bunch of different people I barely knew. Didn't let my anxiety get to me - in fact I sort of forgot altogether that I should have been anxious :confused::D. What a good feeling!
 
EasySkanking

EasySkanking

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^Good for you man :D:D! I love those momments, though I can't really remember the last time that it happened... oh wait, yes I can lol... That's great to hear though ;)
 
mrb

mrb

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its raining outside today what can 1 do when its raining :confused: go for a walk and get wet :confused: naaaaaaaaaaaa dunno hmmmmmmm what to do what to do he thinks :confused:
 
mrb

mrb

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Lea said:
As if it wasn't enough yesterday... I felt cold in my room and my father of course never wants to put the heating on. So I always buy the electric fan heater, but when he sees it he takes it away. So now I kept using the lid from the box that is used for drying fruits but he came to my room and took it away. As he went outside with it, I kept chasing him to give it back to me. He got angry and smashed my forehead with it. I felt terrible pain in my head, went to lean on the gate and noticed blood was streaming down my face and hair and dripping on the floor. As I looked in the mirror then it looked quite terrible.. I have some wound there but I am more afraid of a brain damage which doesn't have to be apparent straight away.
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lea im not being funny but you really cant carry on living with your father , cant the police or something help :confused: its not the first time you have said stuff like that about your father , its not right the way he treats you :mad: really call the cops on him or something ... just get out of that house , have you no one you can turn to for help :confused: its not right the way he treats you , in england the social sevices would help you , is there not something like that over there :confused:
 
mrb

mrb

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Lea said:
Thanks Mrb you're kind with your concerns, I should be moving away now soon, it's not forever but then we will see..
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yea well im a dad lea ... it just amazes me that your own father would treat his daughter like that , im glad your moving away soon ;) were will you end up i wonder , hey you might become famous lol , you might be on tv :eek: your own tv program called leas tv show ... :D
 
mrb

mrb

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Malady said:
something in me's just snapped ::(: feels like a part of me is dead. **** people, everyone's either fake or blind :mad: I'm cutting everyone out as of now
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sorry to hear you feel like that malady .... hope things improve for you soon
 
BlackPuma

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Lea said:
As if it wasn't enough yesterday... I felt cold in my room and my father of course never wants to put the heating on. So I always buy the electric fan heater, but when he sees it he takes it away. So now I kept using the lid from the box that is used for drying fruits but he came to my room and took it away. As he went outside with it, I kept chasing him to give it back to me. He got angry and smashed my forehead with it. I felt terrible pain in my head, went to lean on the gate and noticed blood was streaming down my face and hair and dripping on the floor. As I looked in the mirror then it looked quite terrible.. I have some wound there but I am more afraid of a brain damage which doesn't have to be apparent straight away.
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Wow, Lea. Just wow. That's not right at all.

Shouting is one thing, but a parent should NEVER literally bash his/her child's face in with a solid object. Just hearing that makes my blood boil. And for such a stupid reason too, if you're cold you should be able to use the resources you need to keep warm. Does he at least feel bad about it?..

I'm quite glad to hear you're moving away from there soon, if only temporarily. No seriously, what he did is just sickening, if I'm frank. :/
 
Ignace

Ignace

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Already nervous for the coming schoolweek. :( A few more introductions, calling to a company for work and gotta work already on Wednesday. :( It's for school so it's required ..
 
dutchguy

dutchguy

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Lonely and unloved like every time I go out with my friends and watch them easily have success with 'the ladies'...
 
Elenwen

Elenwen

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Happy and hopeful. My doctor said that I should be able to go home by the weekend. Considering I've been here 42 days (and 72 days altogether, if you count the last two times I was admitted this summer), this is very good news.
 
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