Feel like I am in a rut. I'm slowly getting to the point where I have no desire to do anything or even leave the house and I don't know how to change that.
Same here 😀 I don't know what I'm smiling at, that's not funny. In my case the cause is obvious though: Not enough exercice, waaaaAAAAYYYY too much coffee and book addiction.
Anxiously waiting for my crush to start a conversation on fb... Like a teen, while I'm in my mid-20s. Well, he is the closest I got to a boyfriend. Hate this
I feel like crying. I know it's stupid, but I was scheduled to be Eucharistic minister at church this afternoon but I don't feel well so I'm not going to do it. It wouldn't be such a big deal except that a couple weeks ago I had to cancel. I have Lupus, so I am not very reliable and I have zero control over it.... but it makes me feel bad about myself. I WANT to be responsible and reliable. It's like the one freaking obligation I have other than taking care of my kids, and I can't even do this one small thing? I feel like such a loser.
Whoever said "if you don't have your health, you don't have anything" was dead on.
Deflated, like somebody spiked my tires and left me stranded by the side of the road. Maybe it's time to stick out my thumb and finally ask for some help.
Deflated, like somebody spiked my tires and left me stranded by the side of the road. Maybe it's time to stick out my thumb and finally ask for some help.
I know how you feel.
Hitch hiking scares me though. My car broke down a few yrs ago on my way home from work and some guy almost tried to make me get into his car-freaked me out bad.
Asking for help is about the hardest thing ever *hugs*
Deflated, like somebody spiked my tires and left me stranded by the side of the road. Maybe it's time to stick out my thumb and finally ask for some help.
It takes a real man to ask for help when he needs it.
It's 9pm. I lay on my bed with the TV on, but not really watching it.
I'm hurting inside..
I recently ended a 19 year relationship because she became an alcoholic. In the end I no longer loved her due to the lies, abuse etc.
I don't hate her..
I want her to get better..for her own sake.
I no longer want to be with her,I know this for sure. But inside I'm hurting..a lot.
My heart is hurting, almost like a physical pain but I know it's just emotion.
I want this emotional pain to end.
Is what I'm feeling kind of like... Mourning the death of a relationship?
'How do you feel' was the question..well, that's how I'm feeling right now.
Crazy thing is, I'm only a cashier, not even a barista. I think baristas make more. The cafe is really really busy with lines often almost out the door, and the prices are pretty steep ($5 for a simple parfait 😮). Our work shirts fit nicely and are nicely-made; I checked the label last night and saw they're from American Apparel, which, for anyone who doesn't know, is a REALLY (overly) pricey clothing store. So these people clearly have money.
Everyone has been really nice so far... except for one of the two owners (haven't met the other one). He was very rude and condescending. Found out he's a former Marine though, so maybe that explains it 😛
Ma family seem tae delight in makin' me feel awkward an' treatin' me like ah'm inferior... But, ah've got use tae it. It comes wi' being the youngest member o' yer family. :sad:
It's 9pm. I lay on my bed with the TV on, but not really watching it.
I'm hurting inside..
I recently ended a 19 year relationship because she became an alcoholic. In the end I no longer loved her due to the lies, abuse etc.
I don't hate her..
I want her to get better..for her own sake.
I no longer want to be with her,I know this for sure. But inside I'm hurting..a lot.
My heart is hurting, almost like a physical pain but I know it's just emotion.
I want this emotional pain to end.
Is what I'm feeling kind of like... Mourning the death of a relationship?
'How do you feel' was the question..well, that's how I'm feeling right now.
Sorry to hear that things are that way now. Nobody deserves to be treated differently or lied to because someone else chooses to become an alcoholic. I met a guy not long ago and I thought he was a wonderful person and I did not realize that he drank 7 nights a week until I talked to someone who knew him and they said he was always drunk. I had 3 months invested into a relationship with him. I know that's not a long time but it was long enough for me to become attatched and to begin to want more with him. We finally stopped talking and he was lured in by another woman who will buy him all he wants to drink and she gets drunk right along with him. I see it as a sad relationship. It still bothers me that he thinks that being drunk all of the time is the cure for all of his problems. Now.. I just sit here thinking about it all the time and am not able to let go of the thoughts of the times we had together. They say healing takes time.. I don't know if I believe that.
Ma family seem tae delight in makin' me feel awkward an' treatin' me like ah'm inferior... But, ah've got use tae it. It comes wi' being the youngest member o' yer family. :sad:
I been feeling the same the last few days. Now that I'm reading some of these posts.. I finally started having tears run down my face. I feel sorry for myself. I hope you can cheer up soon.. I hope I can too, because it sucks to feel bad and feel alone.
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