Don't worry, you will get there! And don't compare yourself to others- never does any good. But for example, I'm jealous of actually having something in your life that you really enjoy doing. A passion. And if that passion becomes your job, something you can do everyday, even better

don't give up on that.
I moved from Poland to the Us. Florida, to be precise

I like the place, it's just I have come in the middle of a school year. I find it really hard to make new friends amongst people who know each other for 3 years already