That's the kind of person you don't need in your life 😉
They're fine normally.
Nobody's perfect.
This is just a recent thing I've noticed.
Guess I'll just see it as a small solace that I'm not the only insecure person out there.
It does annoy me though.
I wish I was able to ignore texts instead of always replying nicely.
I went for a drive, bought myself some fixings for dinner, and sang my heart out in the car (thank you, Florence + the Machine!). I'm feeling a bit better now. I'm no longer eager to jump into oncoming traffic. I just want my life to get back to 'normal' as soon as possible. I'm tired of having no money, no one to talk to, and no reason to get up in the morning.
ETA: Wow, that sounded awfully childish in my head. I apologize. :😮: I'm just frustrated. And I need to stop listening to Adele. Her music is beautiful and all, but it depresses the hell out of me. 🙂
They're fine normally.
Nobody's perfect.
This is just a recent thing I've noticed.
Guess I'll just see it as a small solace that I'm not the only insecure person out there.
It does annoy me though.
I wish I was able to ignore texts instead of always replying nicely.
Well, you sound like a great friend to me, you should be proud of yourself, and your friends should tahnk you everyday for being like this 😉
Despair, because I can't get past the belief that there is just no point to anything :/
Mate, I know the feeling. :/
This usually happens when I contemplate the future, even if it's just 5 years or so. I hate thinking about it or when people ask what I want to do with my life or where they think I'll be in "X" years time. It makes me uncomfortable.
Nevertheless, hang in there, my friend. 🙂 Do something you enjoy right now and you might feel better (or at least have your idling mind occupied).
I don't know, but maybe everything is pointless unless you want it to be different. The question is: what do you want?
oh I want it to be different, thats not the problem.
I just don't have the means (or any way to obtain the means) to make it different.
It sucks to not be able to have control over your own life :/
This usually happens when I contemplate the future, even if it's just 5 years or so. I hate thinking about it or when people ask what I want to do with my life or where they think I'll be in "X" years time. It makes me uncomfortable.
Nevertheless, hang in there, my friend. 🙂 Do something you enjoy right now and you might feel better (or at least have your idling mind occupied).
yes, I am trying to stay occupied, thanks MikeyC.🙂
oh I want it to be different, thats not the problem.
I just don't have the means (or any way to obtain the means) to make it different.
It sucks to not be able to have control over your own life :/
I don't have more information so I'm not sure what to say, but as Mikey said you could try to find something you enjoy while you keep searching for that "something important" or whatever (I don't know what it is, I'm still lost myself).
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