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DarkAsylum

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Hi...my name is Ella am 35 from Edinburgh , Scotland ...i have had social anxiety for a while now over 5 years but it has gotten a lot worse over the last 3 years because of intrusive thoughts and Voices
Am married and live with my husband and two cats
I cant leave the house with out my husband and i find going on the buses very hard i must sit on a set seat or i start to become very panicked hitting myself and screaming ...its takes a while for my husband to calm me down
am on anti anxiety medication they help a little but not much
Am also on anti psychotics as well for the voices but my dr and psych have said that the voices may always be there and i have to manage them by going to a hearing voices groups but they dont get the fact am too scared to go my husband comes with me to the groups but am still scared
i havent been to the group in about 4 weeks the last time i had to walk out because my voices where yelling at me to hurt people there
I dont know what to do any more am so scared
 
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