rigby1987
Well-known member
hello im 21 years old male from uk leeds,
I will give a breif description of my past: 16 went on anti-depressants because of my sp and depression , got put on citolopram 20 mg , stopped the tablets for a while then started again at 17 on 40 mg citolopram all through to 19-20 and managed to get 6 free nhs cbt sessions,
However i went to this place to talk with the counsellor for a few times 3-4 times or so , anyway i then stopped going to see her (worst decision). also stopped taking antidepressants due to the lack of effort to return to the doctors as i was so worried about what the doctor thought of me stopping cbt
Well now im 21 and nearly 22 and my life is drifting away :
I have never had a girl , no car, job, money,social life ,absolutely nothing and ive just been existing in my tiny room ( still live with my mum) and i need to get back on track with this i know help isnt going to come to me magically, however ive been putting this off for ages now , self medicating drinking or just sleeping in bed all the time so i need to change this existance
Anyway im going to arrange an appointment to see the doc however i have a question thats really worrying me -
I dont know what to say to my doctor i really think he thinks ive thrown the previous help back in his face which makes me nervous about returning to him , i dont know what to say , can anyone suggest anything ? thankyou
I will give a breif description of my past: 16 went on anti-depressants because of my sp and depression , got put on citolopram 20 mg , stopped the tablets for a while then started again at 17 on 40 mg citolopram all through to 19-20 and managed to get 6 free nhs cbt sessions,
However i went to this place to talk with the counsellor for a few times 3-4 times or so , anyway i then stopped going to see her (worst decision). also stopped taking antidepressants due to the lack of effort to return to the doctors as i was so worried about what the doctor thought of me stopping cbt
Well now im 21 and nearly 22 and my life is drifting away :
I have never had a girl , no car, job, money,social life ,absolutely nothing and ive just been existing in my tiny room ( still live with my mum) and i need to get back on track with this i know help isnt going to come to me magically, however ive been putting this off for ages now , self medicating drinking or just sleeping in bed all the time so i need to change this existance
Anyway im going to arrange an appointment to see the doc however i have a question thats really worrying me -
I dont know what to say to my doctor i really think he thinks ive thrown the previous help back in his face which makes me nervous about returning to him , i dont know what to say , can anyone suggest anything ? thankyou