Heres an idea of how i feel today

[incomprehensible]

bashing your head on the pavementshould produce similar effects to xanax: memory loss, sedation, confusion, dizziness with some additional pain :lol: no doctor in NZ will give me benzo's and my crap is nearly driving me psychotic so im considering head injury induced relaxation

Iposted that on some1z topic.

me 2day: homeless staying out ov backpackers, no job, no friends, paranoid, tense, scared, depressed, all my family think im fucked in the head, probation are hounding me, thousands of dollars of debt, feeling teary writing this. WHAT A FUCKING MESS. I THINK IM A FUCKING PSYCHO!!! aND MY psychiatrist says theres nothing wrong with me-go figure

 

[Klaus]

How I feel today> My uncle and his family arrived at my home cause they will spend a few days at the city, Ive opened the door with fucking ridiculous clothes and sleepy face.

Scared to death and listening slipknot at the room, I wish I could play guitar, I would definitely take out crazy sounds from it!

Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[incomprehensible]

you think thats bad, i cant even talk 2 people when sober, i need 2 smash my head in with a claw hammer, im fucking mentAL, i cant stand it. my fuckin vrain - i wannha rip it out and scream at it