f1honeybunny
New member
Hi ,I am new to this forum and don't know my way around it so I hope I have found the right place.
I have been ill with agorophobia and social phobia since 1994 and am on sda,DLA and am very worried about new thing govenment going on about I can barely get out of the door let alone get a job!
I also have phisyical disabilities as I can only walk about 2 steps before being in agony and have to use all sorts of mobility aids to get around inc wheelcair.
I have no friends as I rarely go out only a few 'long distance' ones on other forums and I am already beginning to think they don't want to talk to me as now they never seem to be online anymore and say they will be on and aren't I tell myself they are ill and can't manage it but they leave general messages to other people and not me,WHY?
Everywhere in life i have lost out i had to leave school at 14 coz of the bullying and the bullies followd me home and lived where i lived so i never got to escape despite 3 suicide attempts.
my brother sexually abused me,and hit me ,my mum and dad both died from long illnesses whom i cared for everyday when my brother was out drinking smoking betting and drug taking!!
I am alone sad and desperate does anyone want to be my friend????
I have been ill with agorophobia and social phobia since 1994 and am on sda,DLA and am very worried about new thing govenment going on about I can barely get out of the door let alone get a job!
I also have phisyical disabilities as I can only walk about 2 steps before being in agony and have to use all sorts of mobility aids to get around inc wheelcair.
I have no friends as I rarely go out only a few 'long distance' ones on other forums and I am already beginning to think they don't want to talk to me as now they never seem to be online anymore and say they will be on and aren't I tell myself they are ill and can't manage it but they leave general messages to other people and not me,WHY?
Everywhere in life i have lost out i had to leave school at 14 coz of the bullying and the bullies followd me home and lived where i lived so i never got to escape despite 3 suicide attempts.
my brother sexually abused me,and hit me ,my mum and dad both died from long illnesses whom i cared for everyday when my brother was out drinking smoking betting and drug taking!!
I am alone sad and desperate does anyone want to be my friend????
