I just wanted to say Hello and to brag about my new Blog. I noticed one of the other users here had one and I thought, What a great idea! Something to keep me busy while I sit at home freaking about the outside world. ( I will not mention the other user, I will let them disclose their identity if they wish.) So I did it. I have learned alot and am still learning. It took me 4 days to figure out how to place an XSPF player with a playlist of MP3s that I had to upload onto a temporary website. Once I got it all working fine, I wanted to add an image to the player when a specific song plays. In doing that... I BROKE THE PLAYER!!! =P It doesn't work at all now. It will prolly take me another 4 days to fix it.
Take a peek and let me know what ya think =) Please.
http://ddoadd.blogspot.com/
Also, thought I would let everyone know that the doc put me on the dreaded "B" word. Yes, Benzodiazepines. So... to add to my list of pills I take everyday... Adderall, Celexa, and now Klonopin. And well, let me tell you, the fear of getting hooked on Klonopin is bad enough. But the way I walk around all day as if I drank 2 kegs of beer is nuts. I lost my balance in the shower and busted the side of my face on the edge of the tub. And as I think the late Chris Farley in "Tommy Boy" said, "That's gonna leave a mark" Damn sure did... nasty, nasty bruise.
A few times now, I've gotten so dizzy from seeing things move too fast, or moving my head to fast, i've vomited. Not fun I tell ya. BUT!... they do remove a bit of the fear. I am hoping the combonation of my body getting used to them and the dizzyness will go away and the therapy from my psychologist will help me teach myself to calm my mind and body down so the anxiety is either non-existant, or manageable will get me back on the path to freedom.
Any Hoo... I hope ya'll are finding peace in something.
~AQ
Take a peek and let me know what ya think =) Please.
http://ddoadd.blogspot.com/
Also, thought I would let everyone know that the doc put me on the dreaded "B" word. Yes, Benzodiazepines. So... to add to my list of pills I take everyday... Adderall, Celexa, and now Klonopin. And well, let me tell you, the fear of getting hooked on Klonopin is bad enough. But the way I walk around all day as if I drank 2 kegs of beer is nuts. I lost my balance in the shower and busted the side of my face on the edge of the tub. And as I think the late Chris Farley in "Tommy Boy" said, "That's gonna leave a mark" Damn sure did... nasty, nasty bruise.
A few times now, I've gotten so dizzy from seeing things move too fast, or moving my head to fast, i've vomited. Not fun I tell ya. BUT!... they do remove a bit of the fear. I am hoping the combonation of my body getting used to them and the dizzyness will go away and the therapy from my psychologist will help me teach myself to calm my mind and body down so the anxiety is either non-existant, or manageable will get me back on the path to freedom.
Any Hoo... I hope ya'll are finding peace in something.
~AQ
