Im dating someone without s/a at the moment, to be honest i perfere it completly. This person is very understanding and caring. I get alot out of the relationship, i pick up simple little thing my partner does thats a positive....
BUT its still very very hard due to the s/a, im lucky that if i dont wanna go out its unerstood, but it doesnt stop the thoughts/fears and the negitive feelings are increased alittle. The hardest part is meeting their friends - who are of course all outgoing and happy, i just have to deal with it though if i want this to work.
Friends on the other hand is horrible... i would say i have 2 friends, 1 of which treats me like crap but i let him because its a friend! I feel i need to let this person go, to be honest hes not a very likeable person in the first place,puts everyone above me - even strangers.the other is my ex who lives far far away now.
Sorry if i went on abit there, just explaining my situation to myself
i dont thnk friends is all its cracked up to be - what comes with friends is alot of pressure and drama...but of course it depends on the person.
As for relationships, ive had afew and afew one night stands and have only taken possitives away from them.
Its a 2 way thing - when people arent there we want them but when they are its so hard!