sorry basil, I know how sh*tty it is. That reminds of though, in my sophomore year we had to do presentations for persuasive essays we had written. Back then my stage fright wasn't bad at all, I was actually somewhat cocky and confident. But there was this girl who would always volunteer to go up in front of the class and share her opinions, etc. Then later in the year when it came time for our presentations.... wow, she must have went into overload or something. Her voice was cracking/quivering, and the whole class could see how hard she was trembling because she was reading off of a piece of paper. You could hear the paper shaking over her voice. Mid way through she start folding the paper up. I thought she was going to make a paper airplane and try to hop a flight out of the class. I don't know, but I think that witnessing that experience of someone else contributed to my fears.