renegade
Well-known member
This is the only place I can find understanding and support and now I really need it. I think some of you may have the same problem here.
So here it goes: I just tried to fall asleep and am struggling to do that for more than an hour. Ussusally I take a jog or do some exercise to feel exhausted in order to fall asleep quickly. But today I felt k tired and just couldn't do that.
And this haunting thoughts kept coming and coming and haunting me, I tried to ignore them and think of something nice, beautiful moments in life, I turned on the radio to hear some music and keep me distracted but they kept haunting me and my heart started beating so fast I couldn't stop it.
I went to the bathroom, washed my face with cold water and tried to calm down. That didn't work and those nightmares kept haunting me and my heart is beating fast like i ran 10 miles. Needles to say I feel as low as possible and still trying to keep faith that life would turn out ok in the end.
Don't know what to do, I'm now on Zoloft and Xanax for 3 days, I've put all my hopes into them.
Oh, and another thing, yesterday I started feeling breathless again, i seem to not have enough air, doing breathing exercices helps a little, but i still feel this weird sensation that i'm chocking, it's like when you stand vertically in water and all the air tends to rise to the upper side of your lungs and exerting pressure.
If anyone relates and can give an advice or at least share their experience i would appreciate it. thx, my heart is still beating like 3 times a second, can't stop it, now taking deep long breaths...
So here it goes: I just tried to fall asleep and am struggling to do that for more than an hour. Ussusally I take a jog or do some exercise to feel exhausted in order to fall asleep quickly. But today I felt k tired and just couldn't do that.
And this haunting thoughts kept coming and coming and haunting me, I tried to ignore them and think of something nice, beautiful moments in life, I turned on the radio to hear some music and keep me distracted but they kept haunting me and my heart started beating so fast I couldn't stop it.
I went to the bathroom, washed my face with cold water and tried to calm down. That didn't work and those nightmares kept haunting me and my heart is beating fast like i ran 10 miles. Needles to say I feel as low as possible and still trying to keep faith that life would turn out ok in the end.
Don't know what to do, I'm now on Zoloft and Xanax for 3 days, I've put all my hopes into them.
Oh, and another thing, yesterday I started feeling breathless again, i seem to not have enough air, doing breathing exercices helps a little, but i still feel this weird sensation that i'm chocking, it's like when you stand vertically in water and all the air tends to rise to the upper side of your lungs and exerting pressure.
If anyone relates and can give an advice or at least share their experience i would appreciate it. thx, my heart is still beating like 3 times a second, can't stop it, now taking deep long breaths...