Diend
Well-known member
I dislike meetups where the purpose is unclear so I chose Chinese language practice meetup. I approached the group at a public area and realized that while talking, I was slightly shaking uncontrollably. I didn't have the urge to escape and the inability to look at people. But my face became hot and red but I didn't feel scared. That night I was so excited when I came home. It's the morning and I am still excited. I would probably have be bored if there wasn't a set topic. I made sure to listen and not interrupt as I tend to do because I rarely talk to people that when I do, it just comes out like a flood. Hopefully having such experiences can help with loneliness, detachment, anxiety and depression.
