lildreamer721
Member
Ok, first off all, I went to the doctor today. She put me on Paxil (yet, again) only this time it's longer lasting then the Paxil I was on a few years ago. She also wants me to find someone to talk to and to report back in a month.
That being said, I am so fed up with people, especially my "friends". It seems like people are glad to be my friend and be there for me when I'm happy and I don't complain but the second I really need someone to talk to, they're already running in the other direction. Besides my mom and my boyfriend, who is amazing and listens to me whenever I need to talk, I have nobody. My mom and boyfriend can't really understand what i'm going through or offer advice but at least they freakin' listen! I'm so frustrated with people telling me "all you need to do is this..." or "it's not that hard..." because if it were really that easy, don't you think i'd be out there socializing instead of sitting here, depressed about my problems. I'm thinking maybe I should just start over as far as friends go because obvously the couple I have now, aren't doing such a great job.
That being said, I am so fed up with people, especially my "friends". It seems like people are glad to be my friend and be there for me when I'm happy and I don't complain but the second I really need someone to talk to, they're already running in the other direction. Besides my mom and my boyfriend, who is amazing and listens to me whenever I need to talk, I have nobody. My mom and boyfriend can't really understand what i'm going through or offer advice but at least they freakin' listen! I'm so frustrated with people telling me "all you need to do is this..." or "it's not that hard..." because if it were really that easy, don't you think i'd be out there socializing instead of sitting here, depressed about my problems. I'm thinking maybe I should just start over as far as friends go because obvously the couple I have now, aren't doing such a great job.