Friends?

[BC-chick]

Okay so I still haven't made any friends where I moved and it's begining to suck because I have nothing to do every friday or on the weekend like normal people do. I do have a boyfriend whom I livbe with but I can't always be with him. I don't know what to do. I don't have the ballzz to go and take classes and just meet people there because i've dont that in the past and people just complain about me that i'm too shy or that i don't talk, but that's just my anxeity taking over, so really there's no use in me in taking classes if i'm just going to sit in the corner and have no one talk to me and me be too scared to talk to anyone. I was thinking in going to some meet up groups from meetup.com that are specifically about anxeity but too many people gather and it would be just scary for me. The only thing that would be easiest for me is to meet 1 by 1 person from online that also have SA but there's no people in my area that want to meet one on one lol. I don't feel comfortable with more then 2 people ugh i'm such a loser i know

 

[slapstick]

No you're not weird I thought the exact same thing when my best friends got gf's and moved overseas etc..Go to one of those get togethers u mentioned...trust me its worth it...Focus on the good that came out of it and try to improve on the bad, for the nexttime you go. The worst thing you can do is turn up once, have an attack and then just don't turn up any more, trust me.. its better to dye trying than too not try at all. Have an awesome day..