First Day Back

Tab

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First day back to school after christmas break. This morning I felt like it wouldn't be so bad and I might like it. I thought that since I started taking a stronger does of meds back in december it would help, but i still felt bad. I thought if I got back around people it wouldn't be so hard. But its still pretty much the same. I went to my first class, which is a small group, 3rd year russian, I pretty much am bullshitting my way through it. Next was history of china, left half way through since all the prof talked about was the course outline. Then went home since it would be 3 hours till my next class. I checked the course page online and it said class would be only a half hour and the 'real' class would be next week (its 3 hours long). then I got one at 6pm, I always leave that one half way through but I didn't go tonight anyway.

Now I'm feeling depressed and feel like i don't think I can continue this. To make things worse my mother is always on my ass, why didn't you go to class! Fuck she's always complaining about me not doing anything. I'm 20 for fuck sakes. Treats me like I'm 14, I fucking hate it.
 

ventriloone

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my mom treats me like i'm 14 too tab. And i'm the same age as you. I also always have a tough time with the first few weeks. Atleast in my case i'm unsure of my courses and i don't know if i'll be able to do them... Once you get a few weeks under your belt you get into a routine. Infact i didn't even post here from the middle of september-christmas break because i was so busy, it's kinda nice in a way.
 
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