itsonecrazyworld
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when i think about it , i realize that the only reason I'm a SA is that I'm afraid to be embarrassed , i just don't want people to laugh at me or judge me , so i thought like screw it i don't wanna be embarrassed any more , it was hard at first but after a while I really am starting not to be embarrassed any more , i'm setting my self free , so what if they talk about me HELL i don't care , i started to pick the situations that I don't feel comfortable at and try to put myself in it , so u think i talk funny well yeah i talk funny plz!! tell me something i don't know , it goes like that , it's like i get SA because i used to want myself to have this super cool super smart super confident personality that knows what to do when to do it , well let's face it i'm not , so the stuff i normally feel embarrassed about like going to the gym , supermarket , shopping at the mall feeling that every body is looking at me , everybody is gonna judge me here and there , well i know what's bad and what's good about me i don't mind if they ever think or talk about .
so my anti-embarrassment system is simply not to get embarrassed , I DON'T GET EMBARRASSED NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR WHAT I SAY
another thing is that we always think that people are looking at us or thinking about us , we don't realize that they have their own world , their own anxieties , so the people u think they are gonna make u feel bad about yourself they might be in the same shit u r in , i mean they are just people their mission in the world is not buying night vision goggles and spying on u all night , they just are a little bit better than u in hiding their emotions so that u would think that they are confident when they are not.
I know that this doesn't happen all at once that u don't care about people opinion and judging , but all i'm saying is and i really mean it ' Don't care that much so that u won't get hurt that much U R NOT SUPERMAN , JUST A MAN , u have your ups and downs and that's what make u perfect as a human being
so my anti-embarrassment system is simply not to get embarrassed , I DON'T GET EMBARRASSED NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR WHAT I SAY
another thing is that we always think that people are looking at us or thinking about us , we don't realize that they have their own world , their own anxieties , so the people u think they are gonna make u feel bad about yourself they might be in the same shit u r in , i mean they are just people their mission in the world is not buying night vision goggles and spying on u all night , they just are a little bit better than u in hiding their emotions so that u would think that they are confident when they are not.
I know that this doesn't happen all at once that u don't care about people opinion and judging , but all i'm saying is and i really mean it ' Don't care that much so that u won't get hurt that much U R NOT SUPERMAN , JUST A MAN , u have your ups and downs and that's what make u perfect as a human being
