Danfalc
Banned
Ive been away from spw for quite a while so theres a few things i want to say.
Jojosparkles i read the post where you said sorry to me,thanks for that its appreciated.But dont beat yourself up about it,some things did hurt me quite a bit,but i was really ill at the time so maybe i was more sensative than i should of been and maybe i should of understood more aswell because you were also ill yaself.I sent you an email but i dont think you got it hence this message.Im also really glad to hear that things are going well for you and you have a lovley boyfriend you deserve it so much and i hope things keep getting better for you.And just because we hant spoke and i got upset about a few things doesnt mean that i dont appreciate or forgot about the fact that you was there for me when i needed it and helped me through some rough times and really helped me to start trying to be posative.x
And basicaly to everyone,im sorry for the way i behaved sometimes on this forum and im quite ashamed about it.Im sorry for the times when ive felt crappy and looked for the slightest excuse to flame someone to try and make myself feel better and superior.
Im sorry for the times people have taken the time to try and help me and talk to me and i havnt appreciated it or seemed like ive thrown it back in there face.Sometimes i guess it was me being selfish but sometimes it was because i dont always know hot to reply because im insecure.And im sorry to the people who made an effort to try and get close to me and i put up my walls.Im also sorry because sometimes ive been a bit of an attenion seeker when everyone has problems not just me.
And i want to say thanks for people putting up for me while i was like this and the mods,it was because my head was a mess but still thats not anyones fault on here.
I would say thanks to a few specific people aswell but i dont want to make a list and forget to add someone and besides the whole site has helped at times.
Jojosparkles i read the post where you said sorry to me,thanks for that its appreciated.But dont beat yourself up about it,some things did hurt me quite a bit,but i was really ill at the time so maybe i was more sensative than i should of been and maybe i should of understood more aswell because you were also ill yaself.I sent you an email but i dont think you got it hence this message.Im also really glad to hear that things are going well for you and you have a lovley boyfriend you deserve it so much and i hope things keep getting better for you.And just because we hant spoke and i got upset about a few things doesnt mean that i dont appreciate or forgot about the fact that you was there for me when i needed it and helped me through some rough times and really helped me to start trying to be posative.x
And basicaly to everyone,im sorry for the way i behaved sometimes on this forum and im quite ashamed about it.Im sorry for the times when ive felt crappy and looked for the slightest excuse to flame someone to try and make myself feel better and superior.
Im sorry for the times people have taken the time to try and help me and talk to me and i havnt appreciated it or seemed like ive thrown it back in there face.Sometimes i guess it was me being selfish but sometimes it was because i dont always know hot to reply because im insecure.And im sorry to the people who made an effort to try and get close to me and i put up my walls.Im also sorry because sometimes ive been a bit of an attenion seeker when everyone has problems not just me.
And i want to say thanks for people putting up for me while i was like this and the mods,it was because my head was a mess but still thats not anyones fault on here.
I would say thanks to a few specific people aswell but i dont want to make a list and forget to add someone and besides the whole site has helped at times.
