arghhh
Member
I'm a really jelous person aswell, I hate myself for doing it and its causing serious cracks in my relationship.
My partner tells me all the time how much he loves me, and would never hurt me.
I just dont believe him. I went insane when we were moving and I found some love letters from years ago ( wasnt even an ex girlfriend) I made his life hell but when I found them my heart was pounding tha much from fret and anger I thought I was going to have a stroke.
If he ( very rarely) goes out I cant cope..i'm beside myself and very suspicious.
I know I make his life hell also especially with SP .. I just think he could find someone whos really down to earth and bubbly and fun.. with no problems.
I keep thinking I should just finish with him..he surely has no life with me.
He has said to me he wants the person back he met ( thinngs have gone downhill in my life)
I keep thinking he has affairs at work or chats people up..i'm pathetic
My partner tells me all the time how much he loves me, and would never hurt me.
I just dont believe him. I went insane when we were moving and I found some love letters from years ago ( wasnt even an ex girlfriend) I made his life hell but when I found them my heart was pounding tha much from fret and anger I thought I was going to have a stroke.
If he ( very rarely) goes out I cant cope..i'm beside myself and very suspicious.
I know I make his life hell also especially with SP .. I just think he could find someone whos really down to earth and bubbly and fun.. with no problems.
I keep thinking I should just finish with him..he surely has no life with me.
He has said to me he wants the person back he met ( thinngs have gone downhill in my life)
I keep thinking he has affairs at work or chats people up..i'm pathetic