iamantisocial
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Ok. Awhile ago at the gym, they made me fight this big guy. Because of his large size and he's practicing for an upcoming fight, they made me wear a chest protector so that he can hit me with full force.
Of course, as a less experienced, smaller, and weaker fighter, I got pummelled all over the ring. After 2 rounds, I was just taking shots... and afraid to attack. everyone else was kinda laughin at me just in there getting pummelled. I dunno but I felt like it.
And when round 3 came, I was really really pissed off because my left thigh took a HARD legkick. Its still sore right now as well as my left elbow.
I told myself that I will still get hurt regardless of what I do or not. So fuck it. I will charge into battle. I will lose like a real man!!!
And so I just came after him and threw punches and kicks all over. I didnt care anymore. I took more punches during the punch exchange... but I did not stop and I just kept swinging and kicking like there is no tomorrow.
I was able to punch him really hard in the body and it got him winded. I also got him in the jaw around 3 times. I was trying to knock him out because I was really really pissed off.
There were fucking tears in my eyes. It wasnt noticed (maybe so maybe not) because of the sweat all over my face. I wanted to sit down and cry like a little girl. Cuz my body got a beating real bad and I couldnt retaliate properly because of his size and reach advantage. He can hit me good in the face while my fist just flies near his face.
And so, the fight was stopped. I just wanted to cry but didnt. I was holding the tears inside and I did a good job of holding em.
If I cried, I would be hanging my head in shame right now. Since I did not give up and kept on fighting, I still am able to hold my head up high.
During that fight, I kept telling myself that I'm a fighter that I have to be strong that I have to just rush in there and hit him hit em hit em!!! I kept tellin myself why the fuck are you afraid to get hit by his punches... while you attempted suicide 5 times!!!
Anyway just a rant... and I feel like I accomplished something today.
Of course, as a less experienced, smaller, and weaker fighter, I got pummelled all over the ring. After 2 rounds, I was just taking shots... and afraid to attack. everyone else was kinda laughin at me just in there getting pummelled. I dunno but I felt like it.
And when round 3 came, I was really really pissed off because my left thigh took a HARD legkick. Its still sore right now as well as my left elbow.
I told myself that I will still get hurt regardless of what I do or not. So fuck it. I will charge into battle. I will lose like a real man!!!
And so I just came after him and threw punches and kicks all over. I didnt care anymore. I took more punches during the punch exchange... but I did not stop and I just kept swinging and kicking like there is no tomorrow.
I was able to punch him really hard in the body and it got him winded. I also got him in the jaw around 3 times. I was trying to knock him out because I was really really pissed off.
There were fucking tears in my eyes. It wasnt noticed (maybe so maybe not) because of the sweat all over my face. I wanted to sit down and cry like a little girl. Cuz my body got a beating real bad and I couldnt retaliate properly because of his size and reach advantage. He can hit me good in the face while my fist just flies near his face.
And so, the fight was stopped. I just wanted to cry but didnt. I was holding the tears inside and I did a good job of holding em.
If I cried, I would be hanging my head in shame right now. Since I did not give up and kept on fighting, I still am able to hold my head up high.
During that fight, I kept telling myself that I'm a fighter that I have to be strong that I have to just rush in there and hit him hit em hit em!!! I kept tellin myself why the fuck are you afraid to get hit by his punches... while you attempted suicide 5 times!!!
Anyway just a rant... and I feel like I accomplished something today.
u tried and it worked out thats an awesome feeling isnt it.