Fed up with being like this. Anyone from Kent?

[Mimiage]

I am spending yet another weekend indoors, on my own like some sad case. It's not the fact that i hadn't been invited out but the fact that i'm to scared to go for fear of everything, what people think etc the usual story. I am so sick of this situation and no-one outside this website quite understands what it's like to be this way. They think it's because i want to be this way but who the hell would want to feel like this day after day. Lifes slipping by and i'm watching through the window. Anyone got any advice

 

[ameo]

Threaten yourself with wasting your best years. It works for me.

 

[Mimiage]

I do but it just dosen't work or it works for a bit and then it goes back to square one. I've started college recently then quit, i've been engaged then ended the relationship, i can't seem to pull myself together. Sorry for moaning on.