shyguy8513
Member
despite what i'm going to say i still relate to what you said.
In a simple way when i rarely make peace with my self i become interested in life & surroundings so my mind automatically collects information about topics but from the point of view of my Obsessions, so when people talk about something that my mind collected information about, i share the info s that i know then i go to say things, that obsesses me later during the long time that i spend alone due to the things i said.
this is really frustrating me & the things i said makes people disrespect me so even i stay alone & suffer my solitude or interact with people & suffer from self ****yzing, self disrespect, feeling retarded & sometimes hearing insults from people(they just mention me in the third person)
it's always about suffering & solitude
In a simple way when i rarely make peace with my self i become interested in life & surroundings so my mind automatically collects information about topics but from the point of view of my Obsessions, so when people talk about something that my mind collected information about, i share the info s that i know then i go to say things, that obsesses me later during the long time that i spend alone due to the things i said.
this is really frustrating me & the things i said makes people disrespect me so even i stay alone & suffer my solitude or interact with people & suffer from self ****yzing, self disrespect, feeling retarded & sometimes hearing insults from people(they just mention me in the third person)
it's always about suffering & solitude