ljwwriter
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Spending the entire day indoors alone? I mean without so much as even setting foot outside? I haven't gone anywhere in almost two days. Not that I have anywhere to go.
But sometimes I am just downright amazed that I can stand to be in the same place for so long when most people would be suffering from severe bouts of cabin fever by now.
Then sometimes, like today, I feel bad about staying here all day long because it feels like I am wasting my life away and not being productive. But with gas prices sky high and my typical loner status it's not like I have that many options.
Lately the fear of going out has been steadily mounting to the painful intensity it had been months ago before I started taking medication. Just walking outside makes me feel nervous. I feel like my body temperature has shot up just thinking about it. :?
But sometimes I am just downright amazed that I can stand to be in the same place for so long when most people would be suffering from severe bouts of cabin fever by now.
Then sometimes, like today, I feel bad about staying here all day long because it feels like I am wasting my life away and not being productive. But with gas prices sky high and my typical loner status it's not like I have that many options.
Lately the fear of going out has been steadily mounting to the painful intensity it had been months ago before I started taking medication. Just walking outside makes me feel nervous. I feel like my body temperature has shot up just thinking about it. :?