jimbo07
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it is been killing me for a year now.DO I AHVE SA OR NOT? that is the question that keeps coming in my head and i have been scared to ask because if i was to get a reply saying i have that would have doubled my anxiety. but i will tell about my self and can u tell me what u tink anxiety or paranoia. i will keep it breif. i am a 17 year old asin living in the u.k. i have moved home about 4 times and have never been able to become part of a group OUTSIDE SCHOOL becasue i havent had the time. but i was always extreemly popular. i never had fears of speaking in class or any of the sort i would say i was a normal kid. but i would get told that i get nervous when asking people for help in stores.??? its only since i have started smoking ganja. i have been smoking for a year adn a half not regular mostly on the weekends and i think that has fuked me up. again i am very popular in school and have a number of friends and for once i have freinds outside school who i go out with. i have no problems with them i speek to them normally and everyting is normal. i speek up in class like no mans business and have enev been classed as over enthusiastic. but there are problems. i can keep eye contact with people but it can be hard, i sweat occasionally but only when i am really anxious like anyone else would be. the major thig is my anxiety levels. they always seem to be fine when i am not high. when i am high i start to stutter and become very anxious paranoid etc u no the effects. the thing is also when it comes to speeking to new people like in my new work place especially girls i find it hard to create conversation like if i am tired but sometimes i am fine and find it easy and sometimes i find it hard. like i cant think of anything to talk about sometimes because i seem the opposite of imperior to them. like i am week compared to them. i hate having this hanging over my life i want to move on and want to find out what i rong with me. also may i add how many people here get anxious whne going to parties etc, i never get that unless i was stoned. but even when i am not stoned sometimes i get anxious not majorly but minorly in my workplace when i walk in late or something. my school life is fine and i never get anxious but other situatuions make me nervous when its like a have an obligation to say something not majorly nervous no way near a panic attack but just enuf to make me uncomfortable. . with indians u see u have to fit in i cant tell my mum or my dad or my bo or anyone because were not like english people who can be whatever personality type they like we have to be not the same but similiar. just the way we are. so please after analysing this info could you give your verdicts and advice please i need some help. jsut give me ur opinions
p.s my bro i am nearly sure has S.A
let me jsut add another p.s. never start cannabis it fucks u up depending on the person u are i dont enjoy it anymore i need it. it was fun at first but i dint no the implication of the after effectd
p.s my bro i am nearly sure has S.A
let me jsut add another p.s. never start cannabis it fucks u up depending on the person u are i dont enjoy it anymore i need it. it was fun at first but i dint no the implication of the after effectd
