Do/Did you ever feel like this?

[anomicdeer]

Did you ever want to die. Like maybe when you are crossing the street you hope to get hit. Or hope you get abducted or stab by the suspicious stranger walking by you?

But also at the same time you were afraid to?

 

[vegitotwo]

Yeah I have, but I was afraid that if I killed myself I would go to hell (plus the pain )

 

[anomicdeer]

Yeah I have, but I was afraid that if I killed myself I would go to hell (plus the pain )

I'm not trying to prove anything or whatever like that. But this is just what I believe and want to say. I really don't believe in 'hell' but I also now believe there is a lower level of where we go when we die. but I think as we learn what we didnt when we were 'living' we can move on and be happy again i guess. And I think it takes a lot of gusts to kill oneself. But most people think its a 'weak' thing to do. Maybe in a way... because we couldn't deal with life maybe. But they wouldnt understand.