rado31
Well-known member
DOes anyone on SP forum work as a teacher.
I wonder how to get thru feelings of insecurity and obsessions , and public speaking. I worked as a teacher one year after graduating and then my contract was off (luckily , coz i couldnt stand SA on that place anymore)
What job would suit me as a severe SP, if not teaching.
I havde tried that, some programming in access , and in some relatively obscure langs, worked a bit as a researcher in theoretical math(doing it now one year more)
I m a BSc in computer science, but also have a magisterium in mathematics.
Hm, basically i m confused and i m A HELL lOT Scared of JOB.
Also...
I dont want so called -counselling- , eventually if i good get some anxiety medicines, but i would take them pretty unwillingly though, just to functionate.
Rite now , i live as a total loner. No girls, no friends (maybe one) , no relatives except parents, job of researcher i m doing i think i wont manage to keep in line because i m forgeting everything (its sad to think that i was always interested in science, one of the best student by MO)
So , i dont know where to start to fix my life. It seems that i dont enjoy it,
just few things and not completely , though (ANd as i remember i was passionate one back in past)
Last years i was trying a bit to socialize thru some language courses , but i
quit it because did not feel welcome there.
I wonder how to get thru feelings of insecurity and obsessions , and public speaking. I worked as a teacher one year after graduating and then my contract was off (luckily , coz i couldnt stand SA on that place anymore)
What job would suit me as a severe SP, if not teaching.
I havde tried that, some programming in access , and in some relatively obscure langs, worked a bit as a researcher in theoretical math(doing it now one year more)
I m a BSc in computer science, but also have a magisterium in mathematics.
Hm, basically i m confused and i m A HELL lOT Scared of JOB.
Also...
I dont want so called -counselling- , eventually if i good get some anxiety medicines, but i would take them pretty unwillingly though, just to functionate.
Rite now , i live as a total loner. No girls, no friends (maybe one) , no relatives except parents, job of researcher i m doing i think i wont manage to keep in line because i m forgeting everything (its sad to think that i was always interested in science, one of the best student by MO)
So , i dont know where to start to fix my life. It seems that i dont enjoy it,
just few things and not completely , though (ANd as i remember i was passionate one back in past)
Last years i was trying a bit to socialize thru some language courses , but i
quit it because did not feel welcome there.