college dayss

[shygurlie99]

hs grad yr: 2004

from 2000-2004 i missed soo many dayss... i would wake up have wut took yrs to realize were panic attacks... so id stay home.. as a senior in hs i had a group of friends didnt date much was involved in clubs and got As Bs and Cs... would have done better if i hadnt missed so much couldnt grad with class but they let me get it after i did 4 reports over the summer for classes i missed and they gave me my diploma.. i was ready to go away 2 college but i decided on a semester off then i decided to commute to another school i got into got As and Bs missed a few classes due to the "thing" lol but was happy and excited to have accomplished that but then after that a long summer came and i even warned myself that i was afraid i wouldnt wanna go back so i missed classes ...tried again missed classes and missed classes again im in shock because my gpa lowered and theyalmost kicked me out now with this term i can go back but how after all the mess? i feel like i ruined everything for myself and i dont know what 2 do 2 make it better all i kno is i wish it was that summer again... so i could have forced myself 2 go now im left with nothing i could have been close 2 grad in a few semesters.. god =/ its horrible... it really is but i have find a way 2 move foward.. but the only school i can go 2 now iz a cc to start over damn i had a scholarship and everything what did i do? i wish i could back in time but i cant =( have ne of u dropped out or had trouble.. idk who 2 tlk 2 n plz dont judge me harshly..........

 

[Thelema]

I used to miss so many days of school that I was sent to juvenile hall for it when I was 9 8O Thats heartless bastards for ya....

Well I should be in college too by now. I dropped out of high school, then went back and dropped out again. During this time I pretty much watched tv and played games on my computer. During this summer I went to a class that helps you prepare to take the GED. I should have taken it after the class ended, but I was lazy and now its too late to go to the community college. Now I really don't want to go to the community college and want to go to a real college and have the real college experience.

I wish I could go back too, but it isn't too late for us to turn things around.

 

[nesh]

Hey shygurlie99 :wink:

Sorry to hear that things didn't work out. But don't beat yourself up about it! It's the worst thing you can do, you can get stuck dwelling on what could have been. Accept that it didn't workout at the time and move on to do the next thing, it's the only thing you can do.

For the past 7 months I've been dwelling about how I dropped out of Uni in January. I look back and think that I could be starting my second year now, I could be in less debt, etc. I tell myself that it wasn't that bad after all, but I dropped out and it's done now. I'm now starting year 1 again at a different Uni in a weeks time and I'll make sure I stick at it.

Even worse than dropping out, I already wasted a few years not doing anything. I could have my degree already! My sister is a year younger than me and has already got her 4 year degree, and I'm only just starting mine! Make your own pace up, don't feel pressured that other ppl your age have already done it or are doing other things.

Good luck!

 

[shygurlie99]

yeah i should have been done this spring 2008 or at least spring 2009

my college wants me back this january but time has gone by and when will i ever finish..