I've always been confident , even though I've suffered with on off depression for 7 years and get nervous in very crowded places . I've always got on better with girls but I used to be so confident. Now I find it extremely difficult yo make conversation of even look at a guy without feeling very uncomfortable , I've never been abused by a man of anything like that so I just can't understand it . With a girl I can stare them straight in the face no problem. It's so strange but it's starting to get to me coz if I'm found a friends house and they're bf I'd there I find it hard to even look at them!