can't go outside

[no1]

I am deathly afraid or I just have no motivation?

Maybe I'm too addicted to the internet and computer? I waste time like crazy. And I'm always tired! I always feel I dont have the mental or physical agility to deal with things how I like if I go outside.

 

[mndigi]

Talking about being tired, there was a time a few years ago when I used to feel very tired emotionally after being out. And I would immediately start listening to music once I got back home to relax. I am glad those days are over for now. And they got over because my therapist told me to either start going outside regularly and interact with people in my age group , which was to be my therapy, or stop visiting her!