galigator8509
Active member
Every day I wake up, and wonder if ill make it through.
Emotions always flood me, and things said I misconstrue.
My brain is muffled with feelings that I can not comprehend.
Why must I cry these constant tears, im at a dead end.
No one believes that something is wrong.
Yet this suffering has gone on for way too long.
I feel like a prisoner who is trapped inside.
Unable to get out, even though I have tried.
I feel as though my life is at a stand still.
And everyday is a battle thats only uphill.
My thoughts never let my mind be at rest.
The stress, pain and confusion I feel cannot be expressed.
I seem to have lost contact with all that is real.
While everyday tasks turn into a huge ordeal.
I try not to burden people therefore I hold back.
Either way, my every move ends up under attack.
Call me psycho, call me crazy, call me clinically insane.
It shall not affect my life, for I already carry all the pain.
Emotions always flood me, and things said I misconstrue.
My brain is muffled with feelings that I can not comprehend.
Why must I cry these constant tears, im at a dead end.
No one believes that something is wrong.
Yet this suffering has gone on for way too long.
I feel like a prisoner who is trapped inside.
Unable to get out, even though I have tried.
I feel as though my life is at a stand still.
And everyday is a battle thats only uphill.
My thoughts never let my mind be at rest.
The stress, pain and confusion I feel cannot be expressed.
I seem to have lost contact with all that is real.
While everyday tasks turn into a huge ordeal.
I try not to burden people therefore I hold back.
Either way, my every move ends up under attack.
Call me psycho, call me crazy, call me clinically insane.
It shall not affect my life, for I already carry all the pain.