jojosparkles
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oooo i have just got back from my holidays and it has changed my life...havin to lie around in a bikini..unless i fainted with sunstroke bein covered up has done me the world of good. u start to realise that noone is perfect and other ppl have many hangups just like yourself...and alot of ppl get shy or anxious and are body conscious. makes ya feel a whole lot better knowin that. also meant that i went clubbin and done loadsa other stuff..went on the jetskis..paraglidin..to turkey and to the turkish baths...had a fab time and wasnt anxious in the slightest...everyone was so relaxed and friendly i was totally at ease. was life changing!
i have also started seein someone called ben. he has totally changed my life aswell. i met him when i wa so poorly and poured myheart out to him...started off as friends but things developed. i now feel like i am not alone and have someone helpin me all along the way. he knows more about me than i do bout myself! lol! he really protects me and makes me feel safe and loved. makes a huge difference to my life. i feel i can take on the world cos he i beside me..holdin my hand along the way. i also thought i would be so body conscious but he even likes my tummy...he likes me watever my weight..with no make up and messy hair. makes me feel a whole lot better cos when i have my cant be bothered days..it dont matter. they are few and far between now tho cos he has made my self esteem go up and up and soem days i even feel pretty again. i always have a huge smile on my face...its true..smile and the world smiles with you.
i also was a bit hickldy pickldy with wat i wanted to do career wise. i suppose this was because of losing confidence. not having the confidence to step out the front door..go to the shop..go to work. i am now well on my way to havin me own buisness in hair and beauty. this was my dream job, somethin i never thought i would have the confidence to achieve...how things have changed!!
anyway...just shows you how a few months amke all the difference. things have been far from easy to get where i am but all i can say is even if ya feel anxious..just do it...then do it again and again till u dont think twice bout doin it!!
luv n sparkles jojo xxxxxx
i have also started seein someone called ben. he has totally changed my life aswell. i met him when i wa so poorly and poured myheart out to him...started off as friends but things developed. i now feel like i am not alone and have someone helpin me all along the way. he knows more about me than i do bout myself! lol! he really protects me and makes me feel safe and loved. makes a huge difference to my life. i feel i can take on the world cos he i beside me..holdin my hand along the way. i also thought i would be so body conscious but he even likes my tummy...he likes me watever my weight..with no make up and messy hair. makes me feel a whole lot better cos when i have my cant be bothered days..it dont matter. they are few and far between now tho cos he has made my self esteem go up and up and soem days i even feel pretty again. i always have a huge smile on my face...its true..smile and the world smiles with you.
i also was a bit hickldy pickldy with wat i wanted to do career wise. i suppose this was because of losing confidence. not having the confidence to step out the front door..go to the shop..go to work. i am now well on my way to havin me own buisness in hair and beauty. this was my dream job, somethin i never thought i would have the confidence to achieve...how things have changed!!
anyway...just shows you how a few months amke all the difference. things have been far from easy to get where i am but all i can say is even if ya feel anxious..just do it...then do it again and again till u dont think twice bout doin it!!
luv n sparkles jojo xxxxxx