Janx
Member
I had a blood test last week to check to see if there were any undelying problems which were causing my SA and depression.
I got the results back today and they all came back normal.
I know I should be really happy about this, but its made me feel twenty times worse! Now I know for sure that its all in my head, its psychological, a mental illness. I feel like such a loser.
I saw a cognitive behavioural therapist a while ago and she really helped, but you need such mental strength to keep-up the positive attitude. Its hard trying to like yourself, when the truth is, you just don't.
I've got nothing to hide behind now.
I got the results back today and they all came back normal.
I know I should be really happy about this, but its made me feel twenty times worse! Now I know for sure that its all in my head, its psychological, a mental illness. I feel like such a loser.
I saw a cognitive behavioural therapist a while ago and she really helped, but you need such mental strength to keep-up the positive attitude. Its hard trying to like yourself, when the truth is, you just don't.
I've got nothing to hide behind now.