lonely_world
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Anyone else have both disorders ? I'm always up and down, sometimes extremely angry, and now very suicidal. But maybe next week I will be so happy that I will feel like i'm high.
Bipolar and Socially Phobic
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of_darkness
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I dunno, I would have no idea whether I have that or not, but anyway..
Last week walking home from school I felt pretty much the angriest i've ever felt ever. Also the fastest I've ever walked home! I was angry at everything and everyone, mainly under pressure from UCAS (university application stuff) and the woman (Cow) who runs that stuff. Mainly cause of my predicted grades and her telling me I can't change them therefore can't really apply for cambridge,
that sparked me off, i felt pretty suicidal then. Not for that damn UCAS, just generally my life.
But not today , (altough i do feel reather ill, ) as I felt great. Just INSANELY happy and accomplished. I can write my music, do decent art with out stabbing with brushes (nice results though O__o ) .Makes up for the other half of the time i'm quietly hating everyone around me for whatever reason.
Sigh ( whoops, another essay..)
I know what you mean though, it would seem we have the same. However in both cases i'm a social phobic.. i just get a bit more confident on good days. Otherwise I shut off and want evyone to kill themselves to save me the hassle of killing myself.. i think..not that i'm particularly suicidal, i've never considered it in an action kinda way. Sometimes i think it would be kinda fun
Last week walking home from school I felt pretty much the angriest i've ever felt ever. Also the fastest I've ever walked home! I was angry at everything and everyone, mainly under pressure from UCAS (university application stuff) and the woman (Cow) who runs that stuff. Mainly cause of my predicted grades and her telling me I can't change them therefore can't really apply for cambridge,
that sparked me off, i felt pretty suicidal then. Not for that damn UCAS, just generally my life.
But not today , (altough i do feel reather ill, ) as I felt great. Just INSANELY happy and accomplished. I can write my music, do decent art with out stabbing with brushes (nice results though O__o ) .Makes up for the other half of the time i'm quietly hating everyone around me for whatever reason.
Sigh ( whoops, another essay..)
I know what you mean though, it would seem we have the same. However in both cases i'm a social phobic.. i just get a bit more confident on good days. Otherwise I shut off and want evyone to kill themselves to save me the hassle of killing myself.. i think..not that i'm particularly suicidal, i've never considered it in an action kinda way. Sometimes i think it would be kinda fun