Are you in a relationship?

[lily]

hi, I don't have a boyfriend due to social anxiety/phobia but I don't know if I really want to be in a relationship bc I don't know if I can handle it. I guess you have to feel really comfortable with the person to be together and really accepting of each other, the good qualities and the flaws. I prayed to God about it, for God to pick a boyfriend for me if he thinks I should have one. Eventually I want one though 'cause my first family will pass away later... so I need a new second family to be with and love/love to be with and spend time and have fun with each other.