chiller
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hi
ive just been reading through a few of the posts people have been putting up - its great to be able to relate to some of the problems people are having with Anxiety.
im 29 i would say im pretty overweight but im pretty tall too so this seems to hide this ... my problems started when i moved out of my parents house - i had an appartment on my own and like most guyz my age i would beer up on the weekend having partys etc - then evetually i moved away from the partying and started drinking on my own using my computer as a way to have a laugh and drink beer ... this carried on for over 3 years - drinking at my desk in chat rooms and chatting to people when i was drunk - i had freinds outside and i had a family who all love me dearly - over the 3 years i started to feel withdrawn from life and the only thing i was into was drinking and chat rooms, moving away from the real world and into the cyber world - it was very easy for me as i work with computers and always have access to the internet in some form - - i was always a very happy person and really enjoyed my friends company (going out doing daft things blokes do and just meeting new people etc) - i was still using the Internet as a form of comfort - eventually this come to an end sort of when i met my girlfriend i found sombody else to tie up my time and enjoy life with - thought this was great, the problem we have now been together for over 3 years and have a loverly little daughter who i love with every bone in my body - over the past few years ive found it hard to do normal things in life like shopping and go for a coffee or a bite to eat as i constant sweat whilst arround strangers - this making me feal very umconfertable - ive tryed blocking this out and carrying on but now its got to the point were i cant live with it so i need to do somthing about this - today whilst at work i was sitting at my desk for about five minutes and i couldnt stop sweating sweat was coming from everywere it was so awful i was really upset and embarssed - now i feal like i dont want to go to work its gonna really worrie me now about going into work tomorrow , i went to the dr's who advised me there wasnt anything he could do for 4 weeks until he can gte my new medical records (as ive moved dr's) in the past ive never had treatment for any sort of anxiety or social disorder now im looking for help - i feal like a recluse or even sombody trying to break out of this shell im in - its a strange sort of thing ... of course im not asking for help here and im not looking for any sort of sympathy im just looking for somebody who can relate to what im going through as people ive spoken to looked at me as if i were a starnge alien from Mars.
sorry if this is a bit of a mixed up story but im really bad at writing things from me head (see that didnt make any sense)
Thanks for taking time to read and hope your all ok
Stu
ive just been reading through a few of the posts people have been putting up - its great to be able to relate to some of the problems people are having with Anxiety.
im 29 i would say im pretty overweight but im pretty tall too so this seems to hide this ... my problems started when i moved out of my parents house - i had an appartment on my own and like most guyz my age i would beer up on the weekend having partys etc - then evetually i moved away from the partying and started drinking on my own using my computer as a way to have a laugh and drink beer ... this carried on for over 3 years - drinking at my desk in chat rooms and chatting to people when i was drunk - i had freinds outside and i had a family who all love me dearly - over the 3 years i started to feel withdrawn from life and the only thing i was into was drinking and chat rooms, moving away from the real world and into the cyber world - it was very easy for me as i work with computers and always have access to the internet in some form - - i was always a very happy person and really enjoyed my friends company (going out doing daft things blokes do and just meeting new people etc) - i was still using the Internet as a form of comfort - eventually this come to an end sort of when i met my girlfriend i found sombody else to tie up my time and enjoy life with - thought this was great, the problem we have now been together for over 3 years and have a loverly little daughter who i love with every bone in my body - over the past few years ive found it hard to do normal things in life like shopping and go for a coffee or a bite to eat as i constant sweat whilst arround strangers - this making me feal very umconfertable - ive tryed blocking this out and carrying on but now its got to the point were i cant live with it so i need to do somthing about this - today whilst at work i was sitting at my desk for about five minutes and i couldnt stop sweating sweat was coming from everywere it was so awful i was really upset and embarssed - now i feal like i dont want to go to work its gonna really worrie me now about going into work tomorrow , i went to the dr's who advised me there wasnt anything he could do for 4 weeks until he can gte my new medical records (as ive moved dr's) in the past ive never had treatment for any sort of anxiety or social disorder now im looking for help - i feal like a recluse or even sombody trying to break out of this shell im in - its a strange sort of thing ... of course im not asking for help here and im not looking for any sort of sympathy im just looking for somebody who can relate to what im going through as people ive spoken to looked at me as if i were a starnge alien from Mars.
sorry if this is a bit of a mixed up story but im really bad at writing things from me head (see that didnt make any sense)
Thanks for taking time to read and hope your all ok
Stu
