And if I can't be all that I could be, will you - will you wait for me

[UnofficiallyMe]

I feel like I am under the water, slowly drifting always downwards, to the nexus of the deep.
The water is not light blue, but rather black as outerspace glass..
As I go further down, I am in a room of glass that is not glass..
It is buckling pushing in under the pressure, slowly taking all my room to breathe away..

I have been given my dream and it is crushing me..
In the words of Alexi
Murdoch ~
So if I stumble
And if I fall
If I slip now
And loose it all
And if I can't be all that I could be
Will you, will you wait for me

I feel like I am losing connection to the world around me, as everything unplugs, the monitors are going crazy but the doctors will not come.


Everyone acts as if all is rosy, and all I see is blood. I watch as if I am raised up, above myself, watching it all crumble with no emotion.

This is where I am at..