nah, you're thinking about it too much. we're here for each other, we all have SA here, so you shouldn't feel like the odd man out. relax! we're here to support you, not to judge you.
TehStranger, I don't find anything wrong neither with your posts nor with your username, and I can relate to that feeling of "being kept an eye upon" in the stores sometimes.
LittleMissScareAll, all you need to do is wipe those blood stains from your face and you should be fine as well