MandyMo
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i remember it was the start of my university career, i remember how positive and happy and naive i was. I remember vaguely a secretary saying to the sociopath that "we have a new student". This was code for "I got you one to bully". I remember seeing a contorted face, rolling eyes, popping eyes, insults, eyes made to go cross-eyed, swinging of the head, running towards me, inspecting me, standing over me so i felt more uncomfortable, mouth hanging open...this beast stood there and did this as a game and felt nothing. There is your classic sociopath symptom number one: a heart that feels nothing but rage. I looked at the face of a demon, dog-like, and horse-like at the same time, with the teeth sticking out like those of a barking dog. I saw eyes as big as saucers as cold as death. A dead soul. I had never seen one before. I remember not being greeted, being ignored, I remember being treated like a worm infected with the bubonic plague. I remember thinking the world is a sad place, seeing my reflection in the glass window, the reflection that was no longer that of an innocent girl, but a reflection that was to become that of a warrior or a worrier. Looking back at all the rage, the insults, the hatred, I want to feel sorry for myself. But really I was fooling myself, cuz I think I had to feel sorry for my lecturer, who patrols her area like a dog, hoping to injure a few people for a few laughs, having nothing better to live for 
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