kattness
Well-known member
Im sure you all have seen these death posts alot from other people.
But im 100% trusthfully willing to now,unlike before.
I cant handle life anymore,of no one giving a fuck about me.i have no one and it hurts so much.
ive been depressed for years,had afew abuseive relationships and got into drugs because of it....ive kicked the drugs,apart from drinking.
i know i have a drinking problem but i cant stop....its impossible.
i see my life going no one,no matter what i try or do.
i guess the reason im posting this is because i need other peoples advice on this,i dont beleive people who post these "suicide posts" have any doubts about this,or they would just do it.
i have doubts,i guess i just want things better, but fail to see any hope..... and hope is a horrible thing to lose.
i really am willing to do this tonight, im so tired of being me,i know things wont change or i will magically get someone to understand me.
sorry if its hard to understand i word things badly.
katyx
But im 100% trusthfully willing to now,unlike before.
I cant handle life anymore,of no one giving a fuck about me.i have no one and it hurts so much.
ive been depressed for years,had afew abuseive relationships and got into drugs because of it....ive kicked the drugs,apart from drinking.
i know i have a drinking problem but i cant stop....its impossible.
i see my life going no one,no matter what i try or do.
i guess the reason im posting this is because i need other peoples advice on this,i dont beleive people who post these "suicide posts" have any doubts about this,or they would just do it.
i have doubts,i guess i just want things better, but fail to see any hope..... and hope is a horrible thing to lose.
i really am willing to do this tonight, im so tired of being me,i know things wont change or i will magically get someone to understand me.
sorry if its hard to understand i word things badly.
katyx