PerfectXpert
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Hey there SPW!My first post....YAY!Well I'm a 16 year old from India.I'm either shy or shit at conversation or a mix of both.But I'm not sure because things like presentations/writing an answer on the board or joining a club don't seem intimidating to me!I'm serious!I am participating in a skit in my school(something a shy person would fear....RIGHT?).But when it comes to talking to people.....well at school I don't say a word unless I HAVE TO ASK(like schoolwork or something).I NEVER(NEVER DOES MEAN 0 TIMES) INITIATE CONVERSATIONS!Sometimes if a group is taking about something interesting,then I will(rarely)add my 2(more like 0.5 in my case) cents.Rest of the time,I just sit quietly in class....saying nothing.
The reason this is bothering me so much is because I am very intelligent,have loads of free time(Studying for 2 hrs a day gets me A+),am quite good looking(no brag but girls do eyephuck me and some have out of the blue initiated conversation but I just reply with short answers :crying: ),and don't have money problems YET I have trouble initiating conversation with everyone!!!I joined a new school a month ago and although I have talked to most of the students.....I have zero numbers.ZERO!I have no one I can just call up and say"yo man wanna go see <insert awesome film>?"(saying that in real life is kind of a life goal -_- ).I had a few "friends" and tons of acquaintances in my previous school,but even though I was "friends" with them for 10 years....I did not feel 100 percent comfortable!
Now I want to change DESPERATELY!Every second of the day,I think"I have to change!I won't be shy!" but I just can't seem to do it!!!Would joining clubs help brahs?Like a guitar club or a sports club?I am seriously freaking out because I am shy!I am thinking about how quiet I am all the time.....even while watching porn......yeaaaahhhhh:kickingmyself::sarcastic:
Thanks!
The reason this is bothering me so much is because I am very intelligent,have loads of free time(Studying for 2 hrs a day gets me A+),am quite good looking(no brag but girls do eyephuck me and some have out of the blue initiated conversation but I just reply with short answers :crying: ),and don't have money problems YET I have trouble initiating conversation with everyone!!!I joined a new school a month ago and although I have talked to most of the students.....I have zero numbers.ZERO!I have no one I can just call up and say"yo man wanna go see <insert awesome film>?"(saying that in real life is kind of a life goal -_- ).I had a few "friends" and tons of acquaintances in my previous school,but even though I was "friends" with them for 10 years....I did not feel 100 percent comfortable!
Now I want to change DESPERATELY!Every second of the day,I think"I have to change!I won't be shy!" but I just can't seem to do it!!!Would joining clubs help brahs?Like a guitar club or a sports club?I am seriously freaking out because I am shy!I am thinking about how quiet I am all the time.....even while watching porn......yeaaaahhhhh:kickingmyself::sarcastic:
Thanks!