once lonely... always lonely...

no1

Banned
Anyone ever felt like... once you get to the point where you feel lonely... it's harder to find company since loneliness makes you irritating, thus making it harder to find what you truly need in life.

heres a quote that rings true: "we are most difficult to love when we need love the most."
 

ErinReives

Member
I feel that way all the time. But then again, I've been lonely my whole life practically. Single child and parents pay little to no attention to me, only to scream in my face whenever they please...yeah, it gets real fun. Then there's the whole episode of my friends disappearing (leaving me). After there's nobody left in your life, it seems as if there'll never be anyone ever. It's so depressing, though because you feel missing... And feeling so lonely makes you kinda rotten to be a round so nobody wants to be around you... But, yeah, that's my side of it, anyways.
 

Social-E-Aukward

Well-known member
Not dealing with loneliness very well has only caused increased loneliness for me. I yelled at my now-ex-girlfriend a lot Sunday a week ago about how I felt about a lot of things. She had started to spend less time with me because I was getting nasty, she even flat out told me that was why. So what did I do? I went and became so nasty that she has hardly talked to me since... I treated the one person I needed most, the one person who had always been there for me... treated her horribly. :(

I really want to apply what I've learned... about showing you love someone and that's why you miss them... instead of yelling because they are upset about you being upset with them... that was really stupid of me. I just hope that I can do differently next time she calls... calling is giving me a chance to not just say, but to really show her that I'm sorry.
 
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