Inferiorpotter
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Hi, please welcome me to the forum because I deserve it! -D This is my first post. I have all kinds of personality disorder, but I will post my OCD fantasies which have been annoying the **** out of me for years and years.
I often, or sometimes all day long fantasize people watching me. It's like all the beautiful chicks, people who disrespected me, people who are superior than me, my family, or other people whom I consider better than me sitting down as audience in a movie theatre and watching my movie. In these movies I am taller, more handsome, speak better, have better voice, behave like a man whom women desire, am more muscular, have better hair. You see....I often play a lot of different movies, for example, me being a person with the qualities i mentioned above play a character where I am like a hero who solves soceitie's problems and people embrace me for that. Or sometimes people don't embrace me but just nodd....while watching me in my movies. Or sometimes I play a heoric victim who dies at the end after doing some COOL **** like James bond ****. And I can see people watching me and think I am all cool. HAHA! Am I the only one who has this fantasy? I think So. I am just weird like that. I think I have serious problem. Naturally I have a alcohol problem as well. It is these fantasies which often make me want to get drunk. I often get drunk just to fall into these fantasies. But the funny thing is when I am drunk I am just drunk that I can't think of any fantasies!
I actually think I have a different social phobia than you guys. I am often confidence with people whom I think are lesser than me who are less successful than me. I am very intimidated and feel small with people who are more successful than me. Yea this comes down to inferiority complex. Mine is very severe.....
Thank you for reading tho. I wanted to see if people have similar fantasies.
I often, or sometimes all day long fantasize people watching me. It's like all the beautiful chicks, people who disrespected me, people who are superior than me, my family, or other people whom I consider better than me sitting down as audience in a movie theatre and watching my movie. In these movies I am taller, more handsome, speak better, have better voice, behave like a man whom women desire, am more muscular, have better hair. You see....I often play a lot of different movies, for example, me being a person with the qualities i mentioned above play a character where I am like a hero who solves soceitie's problems and people embrace me for that. Or sometimes people don't embrace me but just nodd....while watching me in my movies. Or sometimes I play a heoric victim who dies at the end after doing some COOL **** like James bond ****. And I can see people watching me and think I am all cool. HAHA! Am I the only one who has this fantasy? I think So. I am just weird like that. I think I have serious problem. Naturally I have a alcohol problem as well. It is these fantasies which often make me want to get drunk. I often get drunk just to fall into these fantasies. But the funny thing is when I am drunk I am just drunk that I can't think of any fantasies!
I actually think I have a different social phobia than you guys. I am often confidence with people whom I think are lesser than me who are less successful than me. I am very intimidated and feel small with people who are more successful than me. Yea this comes down to inferiority complex. Mine is very severe.....
Thank you for reading tho. I wanted to see if people have similar fantasies.
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